好些日子沒有貼彈琴的影片了，這陣子老師教我 Beatles 的 Yesterday，其實都還未練得熟，不過也試彈一次讓大家聽聽吧。大家可以聽到我彈得不好，尤其 Chorus 更爛，最後一段更有彈錯的地方，完全是獻醜了。

記得老師第一次示範彈的時候，自己竟然也跟著唱出歌詞，那幾天其實心情欠佳（就是跟大家說好倦的那幾天），頭幾句歌詞已經 touch 得好「應」，登時鼻酸眼濕。

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay, oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be,
There’s a shadow hanging over me, oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I don’t know, she wouldn’t say.
I said, something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away, oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she had to go I don’t know, she wouldn’t say.
I said, something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away, oh, I believe in yesterday.

昨日談到，要檢視自己心裡的憤怒。回望一下，那令自己覺得好倦的事，其實源自對於那目中無人者對自己的輕視。回心一想，暫時來說，我今年依然可以繼續一直做的工作，還未被那些人剷除。既然自己認為有意義的事情仍在進行，我何必在意這一個人對自己是輕視，還是重視呢？我不是也可以輕視他對我的輕視，對這些態度一笑置之嗎？

我的電話鈴聲《漂流教室》用了好多年，但是我之前竟然一點也沒有參透當中的道理。人生的經歷，無論是好是壞，不都是一個學習的過程嗎？既然是一種對自己的磨煉，我又何必對逆境如此憤怒呢？

I should leave all the troubles behind, stop dwelling on them so they won’t stay…

就如學琴一樣，我決定了提昇自己的 EQ ，就要真的實行，最初當然不容易，但只要努力練習，應該會慢慢進步。

就貼出 Youtube 上彈 Yesterday 彈得有水準的影片，給我朝著這方向努力吧。